Divergences.
Undoubtedly, the past few months have been hectic. They have been almost apathetic, I feel, sometimes, like dragging a carcass through a long and dark highway. A carcass made out of my motivation and which is worse, my patience for life; perhaps it's because the lack of a serious challenge dulls me and bores me to the bridge of almost wanting to give up living altogether, or because the weather and their idiotic day-saving schedule makes me wake up as late as 7am thinking is fucking 5am. I have come to the point where I simply don't care about the outer world, sometimes, just sometimes, I feel hatred for everyone else on this strange land, from the fat guy with greasy hair selling cd's on the metro, to the ''hip'' morons I often see around walking with their paste ray ban glasses as if they owned the world; there's no reason not to despise them, there's nothing surprising or different on any of them... Yet, the more I submerge myself in Buddhism, th
